One regret.

I am such a dickhead.

I was checking through one of my email accounts, looking for my missing e-ticket for my trip to KL sometime last February when I came across some of the email my ex-boyfriend wrote me.

You know how it is when people say, you never know until you’ve lost something? That’s the exact feeling I had and still have. I regret it and I wish that time can go back but it’s impossible. It wasn't a perfect relationship and it was a mutual parting. I nursed the hurt for about 2 years. I do miss him at times - I miss not having to explain myself and be 100% comfortable and relaxed. I'm over him - he's happy in another relationship and I'm looking for that elusive someone, still. :-) So don't be shy, write me. Hahahaha...

Wistfully,

Petal P. Rose
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Hi Petal, my love,

Just want to drop you a last mail before I go on the long trip home.Wow, its really a long journey, takes my days to come back to Singapore. Tomorrow, I will hit the road very early and I will not log on again. Ahh...you never know what happens during such an extreme long flight.Flying is not as safe as it use to be. I just want to say bye-bye and that I really love you ...just in case something happens. No harm donesaying this if I arrive safely in Singapore and nothing happens . Looking forward to see you Tuesday around noon and every other following day.

:-) Love X